I became your eventuality
After the pain
After the brokenness that couldn't be fixed
After decisions have been made that will scar all those who tried to get close to me
Then is when you started to see me
When it was to late
When early on you choose your fate
Breathing darkness into me
Trying to weaken me
To break me
Until I was on the floor
Underneath the earth before my birth
Until I was suffocating from the pain
Trying to scrub away your stain
When all I could do is pray
Going through self doubt
Wondering how I could ever possibly heal from such brokenness
How will I ever even find the pieces
When they're so shattered how can I even begin to put them together
Or find them
How can I even find those pieces of myself
Everything ceases and falls into itself
Ah the pain the pain
Living in hell made by someone else
Created from darkness
Trying to extinguish the light
He tried to extinguish my light
Take all that I am made of destroy all that I'm made of
So I can feel dead like him empty
Empty simply empty
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